For God so Loved the world that He gave His ONLY son.........I don't think you truly process that statement until you have a lost your baby. Its like why would anyone give up their only child for the world?? It just makes the verse that much more meaningful to me.
Everyday is a struggle and I honestly don't think my brain has fully processed the fact that Mady is gone, and I wont get to hug her kiss her full lips or hear her raspy voice, but knowing that my father in Heaven has been down this road with his ONLY son helps keep me sane.
Finally the support from family and friends has been SUPERIOR!!